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I really like blogging. Sharing my discoveries and thoughts with anyone interested is one of a few ways I give back to the developer community. Having a topic also gives me an objective—and learning with an objective is the only way I can learn anything. So why haven't I posted in over eight months? That's what I hope to answer here, as well as share the ideas I've had for picking back up where I left off.
When debugging any problem, the first question to ask is "what changed?" The system (that is, the way my blogs get produced) is wildly complex, but I've come up with three components to look at:
- The Content—has there been a significant change in the topics I want to write about?
- The Writer—have I changed? Do I have less motivation to blog?
- The Process—did something change about how I write, which holds me back?
The answer is, of course, yes to all of the above, so let's dig in one by one.
The old adage says, "write what you know," and I sure have. I had the goal in my day job to develop the best web APIs possible, which meant using the best tooling available. I wanted to write an OpenAPI server in Rust and host it on serverless technologies, so I explored all the options I could find in that space for a while. However, I pretty quickly ran out of options, with none of them entirely fulfilling my needs.
To make matters worse, although some of the solutions came close, none of them would be ready in time to use for the project I had in mind. As a result, my motivation to write about them quickly decreased. So the content wasn't technically changing, but its relevance to me was.
However, this wasn't the case for the whole of my eight—month hiatus. I worked on a side project that needed a new web server, so I decided to try hosting it on Microsoft Azure. The experience ended up being pretty terrible, but I never brought myself to finish any of the blog drafts about it. Recently, a new OpenAPI web server framework for Rust has appeared—Poem. It's an incredible new entry that seems to satisfy most of my needs and could be a real contender for the "FastAPI of Rust" crown—but still no blog post.
What gives? Clearly, even though the content was an issue early on, it's not the only thing that's put a pause on my writing.
As I hinted earlier, my priorities have definitely shifted over the year. It started with changing projects at my old job and accelerated when I switched companies entirely. Not working on Rust-based APIs during the day definitely lowered my motivation to write on the topic, but it wasn't the only cause.
I'm not sure enough to diagnose this, but switching jobs also reduced how much I work on side projects and contribute to open source. It could be that I'm more satisfied in my day-to-day work and don't need to seek out additional accomplishments. On the other hand, it could be that the increased code-writing of the new position leaves me with less energy to do it after hours. Either way, I think the solution here is to write on topics that require less coding in advance.
Here it is, the moment you've all been waiting for; why did I rewrite my website? I write my blog posts in Markdown, and that hasn't changed. It's a lovely, straightforward format that is supported by Dev.to (one of the places I post) as well as my note-taking app. What has changed is the way I convert that Markdown into a website for your viewing pleasure (and a place to point canonical links).
I used to use Next.js with many addons so complex that I can't describe them. I can, however, explain how that complexity caused me pain and made me much less likely to post.
npm would be too painful, so I had to test every dependency update manually, which, again, I simply couldn't justify the time investment for. Plus, an update to one dependency would often break a seemingly unrelated part of my website, and I'd have no idea why or how to fix it.
npm ecosystem altogether. I got all of that with Zola.
Zola is now the only dependency I need. It takes my Markdown content and converts it into a purely static (HTML and CSS) website. The documentation is excellent, the build process is speedy (4x faster on Vercel than Next.js builds were), and I'll never again have to dread a backlog of updates. It does come with some downsides, like not having Tailwind, but it's well worth the tradeoff for the relief I feel. The whole conversion process only took me a handful of hours, and most of that was deciding on a theme to start with.
Many reasons can (and did) cause burnout, and many little changes can help relieve it. Will my combination of changes get me back to posting again regularly? Only time will tell. One thing is for sure though, taking the time to "debug" my own burnout sure did make me feel better about it. I hope to talk to you all again soon.
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